There was a time when I was a believer.
There was a time when I used to pray.
There was a time when I used to obey.
There was a time when I used to trust.
There was a time when I used to love.
There was a time when I had hope.
There was a time when I had ambitions.
There was a time when I was determined.
I did my Engineering.
I dont believe.
I dont trust.
I dont obey.
I dont love.
I have no hope.
I lost my ambitions.
and I DON'T pray.
Now these decisions are not out of frustation and resentment. These are concious decisions made by me
after researching a lot on these subjects(which I did while I was supposed to study Electrical Engg.). Specially about the
theisis of god which I strictly dont believe in and I have stopped praying since then.
There is this girl, that I remember, from my schooldays.
who makes me bottle my common sense and uncork the champegne of my imagination.
she makes me believe, that she is the one for me.
she makes me fall in love everytime I see her
she restores my faith
she revitalizes my ambitions
she restores my hope
and above all
she makes me pray! (definitely for her.)